Ireland Trip

For the past 10 days I was in Ireland! I spent about 3 days in Dublin at mueseums, then Gallway to see the cliffs, then Cork for a handful of things. The Cork City Gaol museum was fantastic, it was one of my favorites in the entire trip. Final day was back in Dublin, where on a whim I went to the William Blake Exhibit. Below is The Deluge by Francis Danby which is a painting of the story of Noah's Arc.

The gallery was alot for me because of my struggle with art and art block.. it was just really inspiring and showed me direction.

The real most important part of my trip though was seeing my bf for 10 days. I've been with him for over 3 years but we've been long distance the whole time, this being my second time seeing him, and it was alot-- and fantastic. I'm extremely lucky for him, and while I struggle every day, it shows me really what to look forward to.

Tiny Rire Collection

My very tiny tiny collection of physical items of Rire from Boyfriend to Death. I hope he knows he is very loved, by atleast me.

Birthday Recap [minor vent]

Was my birthday the other day. I'm aging, shouldn't expect the things of a little kid. But still, I'm told it was forgotten about until I was seen, there's nothing for me, and I won't be able to have a cake for a month. I have never gotten to have my birthday on my birthday. My memory can't really process that, it has to be that day for it to be a good birthday, or else it is a post birthday celebration. And then does not exist because the date itself is not special on the make up day.
And while I am this age, I do not feel any different than how I felt at 14. There really is no change. College does not feel better. I have no plans. I would make a perfect NEET. I wish I could.

Last Day of College

Technically my last days of classes was on friday, but today is my last day of exams. Idk, it's super weird. The need to drop out feeling is still there but it hasn't persisted hard. Maybe because it's in the middle of inbetween of Summer and College season. During Summer I'm probably going to hate it and wish I was back here. Really just wish I could fast forward through my life to when I'm 34-ish, that'd be cool. First year done though, 2 left, or 4 if I do the excellerated masters program.